If I can leave this world and
in my heart I know that I made a Positive difference in the lives of others,
then I know that I did what I was sent to do.
It breaks my heart to watch people continually sabotage their own life
as well as others around them all because they are focusing on what they do not
want in life. They post it on Facebook, they talk to all that will listen and
by simply continuing this talk and thinking about it, they are drawing more of
it onto them. Because I know that what’s need from me in this life I had to
remove myself from these situations.
To change the life you are
living today you start by changing the way you live. What you focus on is what
you will get more of; yes it is really that simple. I say this because I have
personally experienced it. I have been
known to win things, now I am not speaking every now and then, I mean really
win things to a point were I get phone calls because there is a contest on a
radio station and I have been requested over the years to Listen and be the
right caller and win. The one thing I
noticed over the years was if any amount of negativity was around me, and I
mean any, even a slight comment like, “Oh, good luck trying, I never win
anything” I would physically feel an anxiety of sorts in my stomach, like it
did a flip flop. I would then know in my heart that I was not going to win
something. I do not even like to go to
Vegas, because I am asked to stand next to someone (my husband is famous for
this) so they can win. If I got restless or frustrated, they would loose. I knew that what I felt inside the pit of my
tummy when negativity was around, even my own, was a built in alarm system, so
I started to test it. What I learned over the last year was the power of
positive and the power of negative energy, but it’s what I did next that really
changed my life. I made a clear and very
conscious decision; I decided that I would change everything, the way I spoke,
the things I focused on, the friends and Family I allowed in my life and yes I
even got rid of clothes (the ones I wore when I weighed 138 pounds but was now
110) and the furniture, I just did not like.
I had to be bold and strong because I will be honest, it was hard. It
took lots of practice when having to learn how to speak of what you want and
not on what you don’t; to tell people that have been in your life for years,
and some forever that there was no longer room for them. I watch the video “The
Secrete” on Netflix on a nightly base for months. I would fall asleep to it,
knowing that my subconscious mind would still be listening. The funny part is, when I first watched it, I
thought, “ok some of this is kind of kooky”, but for the most part, I got it.
Now unless you have been witnessing the things that have been happening in my
life personally, I am sure that people would think I was a little “kooky”. My intuitions of just knowing without
explanation had always been strong but now I really listened to it and I say
what I feel, of what I envision in my mind of something to be. At work I had always used that skill to set
my goals, I could never explain to the people I would work with of how I came
to the numbers in my head, there was no pro forma I worked off of, no fancy
system that I used, I would have it just pop into my mind, write it down and
achieve it. The same confidence I would get when I knew I was going to win
something is what I would have when it came to these numbers.
So all of these things, being
conscious and focusing on the words I speak, write and listen in a manner of
what I want and then mixing that in with pure faith that my wants are His Will
is really my recipe for success.
I now see through the eyes of
my intuition, because I trust the recipe that was provided it feeds my soul
well. ~Carlene Altom 3-25-12
